To Everyone I Look Fine But My Outward Appearence Is Decieving It Does Not Reflect My True Self I'm drowning, Drowning in a sea of broken hearts, lost dreams and confused feelings The more I struggle the faster I drown I'm losing this fight, my energy is almost spent when it does I will fade into nothingness Some, the ones who actually care for me try to save me the try to pull me out but can't They know not why I am drowning To Fight you have to know the enemy they can't pull me out because they do not know what they fight There is others, the ones that drag me down farther Every fight, every broken heart kills a part of me, takes a piece of my soul and each time it drains some of my precious energy I can't fight this There's no running or hiding from it either It's there, in my mind, drowning me in this sea of sorrow I am fighting, I am trying why i do not know maybe for those who care for me, maybe for myself All I know is that I'm losing I do not know how much longer I can keep fighting Sometimes I just want to give up, maybe that would be best just maybe if I stop fighting the pain will end that's all i want