im getting my license tomorrow(hopefully.) go meeeeee. im nervous. gah. and im really worried right now about this one situation. ehh dont really feel like writing it but yeah its gay and it shouldnt be happening but whatever life is gay right? i wish i could just say what i really feel and how this whole situation is making me feel but i just cant because i dont want to push him away as it has happened many times before and i really dont want it to happen again. i hate not being able to explain how i feel. whatever eff ur life. ill live with it..its all i can[t] do. ♥