Listening to: You And Me-Lifehouse
Feeling: screwed
I havent been able to fall asleep for the past couple weeks. And ive been losing my appetite. Not this again.
Went to church tonight. Fun stuff. Im glad i went. Today was a pretty good day i guess. Except for that incident in the car.
:( kt.
I realized that i have like the best friends ever who are always there for me they are like my life. But there is just that kind of friendship and fulfillment and attention only a bf can give you. That i really want.
I want someone who can be on the phone with me for hours and not even have to say anything.
Who respects me for who i am and what i believe in.
Who will accept that i have problems and try to help me with them
Who will let me try and help with his
Who will want to be with me and show affection towards me in public and in front of his friends.
Who will influence me in a positive way.
Who will be there for me when i need him the most.
Who i can just cuddle with...for hours
Who will call me just to hear my voice
Who i can watch the sunset with and take walks with
Who will want to go places with me and my family
Who is able to hang out with me without having to actually do anything
Who will make me feel safe.
Who wont care if i dont drink or do drugs or have sex
Who wont break my heart
Who will be a good boyfriend
Who can be my best friend.
Who knows that i wont break his heart if he is true to me
Who calls me beautiful
Who will call me back if i hang up on him
Who wants to talk to his friends about me
Who wants to tell the world about me
Who will want to show me off to everyone when im with him.
Who will know that i want to show him off to everyone
Someone who can be my everything and more
Someone that, when everything else in the world seems to be going wrong and no one else is there,that it wont matter...because we will be there..and we will keep eachother up.
Someone who will love me.
...I know hes out there.
He just has to come to me....
Hopefully soon.
♥
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