Listening to: Candy Shop
Feeling: bizarre
Ive been really confused lately. It sucks. It seems like every guy i like is the wrong one. is there something wrong with me? or is there just not a decent guy out there. because i really need some help with this. every guy i like either has a girlfriend, only wants to have sex with me, or will Never like me. its like helloooo. and then i tell someone i like a person and theyre like oooo theyll have sex with you and im like standing there like hello THATS NOT WHAT I WANT. like i really want to find a guy who wont dump me if i dont have sex with him in a matter of 2 weeks. like thats not me. i have a really hard time trusting guys now after everything ive been through so its going to take even longer than it normally would for me to even consider doing that. im not some prude bitch...i just have morals. and like NO GUY out there seems to understand that. or any guy im interested in that is. it just sucks. im really hating life right now. im confused about like everything. and everything that happens to me, it just gets worse and worse and im just getting burried deepr and deeper in this depression and it feels like im never going to get out. ugh. someone save me.
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