no matter how hard i try its never going to be good enough for you.no matter how far i go its not enough.sure you can keep it a secret, thats easy. but its not what i want. sure you can tell a couple people but thats not what i want.i dont want it to be just some thing. some little thing that no one should know about.this is me and its all i can be. sorry if its not going to be good enough fer you.. p.s. 27!!