Talked to a freind I hadnt talked to in a while. It made me feel better. Thanks Bridget...I know you won't probably ever see this but I want to thank you anyway. I'll thank you in person the next time I see you. I really do miss you. Gotta go back to work tommorrow but at least I am rested that really helps. Maybe some thing interesting will happen in the next couple of day. I really do hope so. Things seem a little dull. Once again I am writing at a time when most every one is asleep. THis time though, I fell asleep at a normal time. Slept 4 hours and will be wide awake all day. Thanks again to Bridget who made feel better just by talking to her. Yay for Bridget. Aside from caffeine, this lonliness I have been feeling been the # one casue of my inability to sleep. She helped relieve that. Yay!!!!!! Get payed Thursday...Double YAY...money stree was another problem making it hard for me to sleep. I finally landed a job, seemed like an impossible thing for a while. But i got one and I will be able to get back on track, that in itself is refreshing. Today is a good day cause I finally feel like I am free of this blah feeling that I have had for far to long. THings are finally looking up and it feels good.