I guess things are starting to get ok between Nicole and I....but I'm still pretty hurt....AHHH!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??!!! I didn't do anything! It didn't happen to me!! Why can't I just let it go like everyone else?? Everyone seems fine with it now...Dan and Nicole decided to give it another go...God bless those kids....but I don't understand it.... maybe my way of thinking is way more complicating than those of my friends.....Do I see the world different?? Can it be that I'm taking this thing way too serious? Or is it that everybody else is ok with it and I'm not? OMH!!!!This is really starting to piss me off!! I'm letting one thing...one thing! that has nothing to do with me.....eat at me....this is tearing me apart! and I don't understand it! WHY??!! RAHH!!