so the kid liked the gift we bought him.....yay!! crummy doesn't even come close to what I'm feeling.... I'm going through real tough time right now.....because my brother had to be taken away from us and we have to pay child support while he's living with another family....last night, my dad told me that our bishop said I had to help my parents pay for their bills....I don't know if he made that up, but I just lost it....I was overwhelmed with pressure to do good in school and trying to keep up with my job and stuff and now I have to pay for my parents bills....we have to sell my car so they can pay major bills and I have to withdraw money from savings to buy me a p.o.s...... and all of this is happening to me because of my stupid brother..... its bad enough I don't have a life as it is....but now I'm going to be the social outcast for eternity all because nobody can stay on top.....maybe I should just be a loner....that way, I don't ever have to worry about missing out.... It seems no matter how hard I try to keep my head above water, I keep getting pulled under and I feel like I'm going to drown..... hhhmmmmm....drowning.....that sounds nice....