so, yeah, the weekend kinda sucked....the show didn't go as well i had hoped, so i went to scott's house with teresa, dan, nicole, craig and one other girl whos name i forgot.....that was better than the show.... holly's boyfriend pisses me off.....he started bashing on me for no reason.....he said i should kill myself and he'd stick a pin in my face and all.....why do girls like being such assholes?....do they like not having friends? I look at teresa and see how happy she is with scott.....he's soooo good to her.....he totally respects her and friends....i like scott...he's really cool.... but then i look at holly and her boyfriend....i don't know if she's happy or if she's sad.....it pisses me off soooo much when girls just need a guy to feel special....i really don't blame holly, because her parents are major buttheads and all, but why him?....i think she said something to me that he only does that to make people mad.......well congratulations! he just won the "major asshole of the universe" award.....gahhhhh!!! then i look at dan and nicole....nicole is always happy....it seems like nothing can get her down.....she knows something and it makes her happy...(i'm gonna find out what makes you soo happy nicole...mark my words...i will)....but then comes dan.....don't get me wrong, i love the man to death, but he's getting really whiny.....he's always talking about how much he hates himself and all.....and it makes me wonder.....how can some couple be together like dan and nicole? i guess dan likes being nicole because he's sooooo depressed that he needs some one like nicole to make him happy..... "if it wasn't the optimist, the pessimist would never know how happy he wasn't" i hate how people say that they need people to survive.....you don't need anybody but yourself....only you can make yourself happy, sad, and all that....i finally learned that...nobody can do anything to you but yourself.... yeah, i think i'm done.....