i hate people so much i don't even know why i try anymore. i try to be friends, to give, and to be nice...each time, every time it ends the same. i get left behind. no one calls, no one even trys to hang out with me... i'am alone. BUT it's better that why. people are assholes. all they do is take, all they do is shit. i would rather be alone or dead... i hate myself. i hate myself. why am i not of those people that everyone likes? i don't understand.