i feel Anxiety.... it feels like someone is pushing down on my chest why do feel this why? iam a loser someone you fucking pity i babysat my little cousin, and he is three years old. I let him play(well, cut some clay up) with a butter knife. i feel bad about it. The butter knife is dull but still it's not safe. i know it's a stupid little thing. I feel so bad about it. it's stupid, and why do i worry about it? i quit my job and i felt good the last week today i realized i should have kept my job