I hate looks. My sister she gives me this look whenever she is irritated. I hate it so much. It’s like the same look, her eye brows go UP. HATE IT. My brother always looks at me like I’m going to exploded, or throw something at him. His eyes are wide open, and he’s like studying me. They make me crazy. I have to leave this house. These people don’t make me happy in anyway. No way does anybody that I live with make me happy. I want to leave so badly. Please someone rescue me. i said something awful to my sister. I told her if people knew the real her she won't have friends. This is so awful to say. seriously i hate myself for saying that. even worse she told me, "I could have said something just as nasty but i'm not a bitch."