i'm such a LOSER i have no friends...i either go to the gym, or i'm on the internet surfing stuff that is useless i was alone all day today except for when i baby sitted my little baby cousins.... i wanted to go on a walk to Mcdonalds and get some ice cream...but my little sister didn't want too, and my only friend, sarita, wasn't even home. i just want to hang out with someone i hate myself for being such a loser. i love having long finger nails so i can drag them along my skin. sometimes i'll bleed. i just like the pain. and it gets my mind off feeling like such a LOSER.