im not sure, how i feel at this exact moment. its not bad, but its not good. its an in between feeling. theres alot of different things on my mind, im going to miss the freedom of taking late night drives, driving for hours with no destination in mind,putting in my favorite cd, and letting it all unwind. its not a therapy, its where i can always feel at home when im by myself, fall never came by the way, we skipped straight to winter, im kinda dissappointed, fall is such a beautiful season, i can never describe the feeling of that first morning waking up with that first almost cold breeze rushing through your hair, the smell of a fresh beginning. its a feeling of pure ecstasy. one of my fondest memories, i was riding in the back of a car on my way to macon, and i had just got this nickel creek cd, and i can remember exactly what the mandolin whispered in my ear and the vibrant colors of the fall leaves changing on the sides of the roads. nothing else mattered. i was happy in that exact moment. if you ever get the chance to experience it youll know exactly what i mean.