come on and pull yourself up?!? well well well. whats new? another blog about what money couldnt do for me. its so great. i made up my mind. i know exactly what i want. im listening to this very exciting song and thinking what i wanna do, but what im supposed to do, but haha fuck it man. im gonna do what i wanna do for once. im leaving in a couple months. im goin west. im not telling anyone or taking anyone with me. its gonna just be me and my backpack. burn the money man and practical ideas. save them for someone who really wants to live a boring life full of nothing but expectations from everyone they dwell around. haha yeahhh man fuck it. im gonna backpack it and go live my life the way ive always wanted to live it. yes this means awol. lol. im gonna get naaaked and put on my pistol belt and turn up the jams and turn some shit up on my way out and wave goodbye with my middle finger in the air. and laugh sooo hard my stomach will hurt. bc im gonna have stories to tell my grandchildren and all these people will publicly condemn me, yet deep down the whole time wishing it was them who could cast their cares aside and done it themselves. but wheres your balls man? wheres the balls? its time we grow some. :)