an idealist

Listening to: mgmt
Feeling: ashamed
sometimes i suppose its a curse to be an idealist who can still see reality and life as it is, because then everything turns into a burden. i dont just think too much anymore, i walk with the weight of the world and pressures of being a realist and just growing up on my shoulders, my brain feels similar to a puzzle right now, a very complicated, aching stupid puzzle.
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I can understand exactly how you feel. It feels like i'm being crushed and noone understands why like somethings wrong with you, when all you can think about them is how blind and shallow they are. I think growing up is especially hard when you see the world the way you do, but dont let it stop you, you have a beautiful mindset, never let go of it..