I don?t see the point anymore, maybe the fact that I?m stuck in this house is turning me into a cynic ? I don?t know. All I know is that the more time I spend in this house listening to ?parents? arguing about CRAP that really isn?t worth the time, the more I want to get out, and more I dislike them.
The way they talk - there?s pure hatred in their words, spitting them like venom, insulting, degrading, humiliating each other in front of their children, always attempting to come out on top, to come out the winner.
And they, separately, they both come complain to me, about each other, unaware that the other is doing the exactly same thing, I?m not a fucking family shrink. Both of them tell me they want out of this relationship, but the other person keeps begging them to stay.
I just think they?re both pathetic. Stuck in a relationship based on lies and trickery and filled with abhorrence, just so they don?t have to be alone in the world.
I don?t know what?s wrong with me? I feel so angry? all the time? I can?t sleep and I just? want to go home. This isn?t home. It?s never felt like home. It?ll never be home.
I wish they?d leave me alone
Parents
Teachers
Stalkers
And Them
Just leave me alone?