so i feel good for the first time in a while! i have a new friend joe joe and i like him a lot hes soo cool. i like being appreciated by people. its so nice,the good thing about the sean deal is that now i know i can get someone, its easier to beleive now. i feel like i am actually wanted in the world - i mean i have girl friends and male friends and i like it alot. ive realized you dont need someone to be wanted. i love that. i got kinda wierded out that my old best friend told me shes a lesbian though i mean im cool with that but then she told me she used to like me!!!!!! ahh that was weird. ok open mind open mind. my new thing is to look at things through the other persons perspective. i mean its pretty gutsy to tell your friend that. so now im not too freaked. looking at things through other peoples perspective is such a good strategy!!!everyone should try it if they ever get mad or angry. it works! and my new motto is " its not a big deal" because 90% percent of the time it isnt.