this morning was really scary. i woke up to keith running into my room in his underwear- and that wasnt even the scary part. claire was crying and my mom was trying to call my dad on his cell. there was thunder and lightning and my window was rattling like crazy. The dogs were barking and my bro told me that there was a tornado warning. i was so scared. my mom ordered us all to get warm clothes on and go in her room, she said that we werent going to school, or to the doctor like i had planned. she said that my dad was right next to the tornado that had been forming along side the 101 freeway. i was so scared. there has never ever been a tornado in all my life in southern california, and this morning that changed. the perfectly good chance to sleep in wasnt even appealing today. the river right next to our house is overflowing and there are evacuations being made. im really freaked out. everybody was calm and told me to be calm and to stop freaking out- how am i supposed to do that? when the radio is repeating itself saying there are tornadoes going through ventura, all of the freeways are closed, my dad is stuck next to a tornado, my mom is going insane and my sister is having a nervous breakdown, while keith walks around and punches doors- inevitably breaking his toe like a dumbass? what the hell am i supposed to do? at least i dont have to go to school and end up watching movies all day, where all the teachers who live a half an hour a way arent gonna be there. today was hectic, and the thing i miss more than anything right now is my joseph and i cant do anything about it.