the few days after it rains are some of the most beautiful. the clouds are always out and the air always smells so good. today i woke up to the sheet covering my window fallen and the sun shining brightly across my face. it was a wonderful wake up. i went to the park with Jessica, Keith and Travis. we attempted the pointless game of baseball, which jess and i abandoned after a while due to the fighting that keith and travis were participating in. we sat on the park slides and looked up at the clouds and talked alot. then i snaked into this tube slide thingy and the wind started blowing really hard. it was really peaceful. we went home after it started getting really cold. jess was nice enough to come over and make me a pb and j casadilla in the morning cuz i was hungry. i really love that chick. we called aaron but he was busy visiting his sister. he 75% promised to hang out with us tomorrow. i like night time cuz i know that i will get to see Joe soon enough, and get all warm and cozy with a blankie in his car. last night with him was lots of fun. i love being in love. ive been reading a book all day. its pretty good. it talks alot about boys and that sort of thing. i like it because now i can relate. today i wore shorts for the first time this year. they are new and they look allright. i miss katie and amanda. i cant wait to see everybody at school again even though i dont want to go back. i like spending time with Jessica. tomorrow im being dragged to the grudge with my love. im gonna be soo scared. joe is trying to drag jess too but i know that she is going to be even more scared than i will be. i cant wait to see her reactions haha. it will be fun.