today was ok. i loved seeing joe, and hanging out with my homies, lol. i dont like how much homework i have! i hate homework, its so dull. today some lady came into our english class and told us about all these tests we need to take and about college. im not ready to pick my college. i think i need to go to a college camp where all you do is figure out where you want to go. tonight im going to go meet Zack- joe's friend, im really excited. he seems awesomely cool. im going through that unmotivated phase again, i think everybody is. i felt ugly today and really sick, but i know that tonight i will be happier once i see my love.