wow valentine's day was the best ever. ive never had such an awesome valentine's day in my entire life. it was such a great night. joseph wisked me away and took me to the beach by the harbor and fed me hawaiian food since hes my crazy hawaiian. he even baked me cookies like when he did when i spent the night at his house. it was adorable. we just sat on the beach and he gave me his jacket to wear. i just sat in his arms and thought of how lucky i am to have him. it was so amazing. then we went to our spot while he sang to me on the way there to a new cd he made especially with me in mind. it was so adorable. he makes me feel so special. he gave me the softest bear and some chocolates, an award winning combo for me. he gave me the sweetest card too. i couldnt take it and i just kept thinking about all the wonderful times we have had together at that moment,..the sleepovers, our first kiss, and first date, the times ive made him laugh, listening to awesome bands in his car, beating him at golf n stuff, going to the zoo in santa barbara, watching numerous sunsets together, just staring into his eyes and knowing how much we've been affected by eachother and all the things weve gone through together,all the things he has done for me just so many things- and i started crying. i was so happy last night. i was with the person i love more than anything in the world and i couldnt have asked for anything more.