i've realized that i've replaced eating with sleeping and that this is not a good thing. yesterday i slept for 14 hours... and i wasn't hungry when i woke up even though i had taken in little food the day before. after notcing this pattern this morning, i've been trying to eat a lot more... any food that i eat now tends to make me nauseous.. not cool at alll... .... later well i successfully ate a box of mac and cheese.. hooray =). rocky... hotness.. we made a bridge out of virgins *heart* good show.. good denny;s.. you should go to the next one! yay. (forgot about mike.. megan so kindly reminded me) anyway.. i keep thinking of this anonymous comment : "maybe humpty dumpty jumped off the wall,at least then people tried to piece him together again...even though they couldnt " it has mostly made me think that people can push themselves away.. try to escape you when all they really want is you? idk.. and you can try to help them as much as you can... but you can't always save them.. a suicide maybe.. not even.. just in their minds... not your fault.. you tried to save them... i hope you tried to save them.. even if u lost anyway.. i want to save them..as they wanted to save humpty..