Listening to: travis
Feeling: thrilled
waste of a snowday... i wasn'y going ot be in school anyway but i don;t really mind school that much.. but the snow means i can't play the childrens concert with symphony.. it was cancelled too.. i almost wanted to do something with symphony.. thats what happens when Steven Thomas is my conductor at BCMEA.
mr thomas gave me a pamphlet about a summer program too.. so my summer now look coetely away from home.. houghton college, to brockport or the maine college of art, then ithaca. 6 weeks gone. craziness. summer is supposed to be our vacation.. i'll be even busier with no weekends off. sigh. i love it tho.
harming & hurting b/c thats how they would have taken it. its happened before and i've been met with reactions of 'you are tyring to ruin my life...' 'u only like to build me up to break me down..' those we;re never the plans before nor are they now.. but if i was to act in the ways of before, i would be charged again with the crime. it wouldn't have been spite.. i've been trying to be nicer to this person. i could have killed her relationship so fast but i didn't. it doesn't really matter now as the person killed it herself, purposefully and without mercy on the other party.
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