Listening to: pop punk of the day
Feeling: decent
i feel like a good person. it's crazy.. im proud myself. this doesn;t happen often. =) i can work my ass off for art, music, or just school and do great and not care a bit, but this time its what i didn;t do that makes me feel good about myself.
i have restraint when i really want to hurt someone. i can resist the urge to make them cry. i may not be a self loathing red head anymore =)
i had a regarde for another human beings feelings. i knew i could do somethign that would make them hate me, and though it wouldn;t really matter as the hatred is there anyway, this would only resurface it, i didn;t harm them.
too bad it was a waste. the person decided to fuck things up anyway the way they always do.. say one thing and do the exact opposite. way to mess with peoples head even tho you insist you don;t. w/e if thats how you like it..
but i like it. i feel awesome. i was a decent human being and even though the act of kindness was shot to shit.. i'm happt with myself. =)
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