Something Chekov

Feeling: foggy
I'm seriously considering majoring in studio arts. Tinkering with collage lately makes me want to devote my being to... art. Yeah, kill me I quoted Shakespeare. To be or not to be. Seeing Jump- 5 adult men who otherwise could be making hundreds of thousands in a law office- perform.. . my heart flutters. Admiring them and eating the words to Vertigo, wrapped up in these lofty thoughts of the future.. and it seems so clear. Until I start factoring in dollar signs and the thought of living on pork beans. Eeeer. I want so badly to leave a thumbprint on mankind. Not trek to the moon or take a giant leap. But.. something silently beautiful. And remain frozen in time. Ah, the rubix cube of my life. Pro? Immensely relish in doing what my little heart desires. Con? Forfeiting excess. Sustenance on welfare coupons. Possibility of cutting off ear.
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I think everyone wants to be remembered. Or leave some kind of impression on the world. But most people get desperate and go on crazy killing sprees. I don't recomend it.
[Anonymous]
If you like art then that sounds like a perfect way to leave an impression
[Anonymous]
you're a wonderful artist. i doubt seriously you'll ever be a welfare case; not with talent like yours. - nikki
[Anonymous]
I'm looking at disaster relief and social aid in developing nations. We could be poor together! But really, now and again you have to ask yourself why you feel the need to own and have nice things - isn't it all just imprinted upon you by a society of toxic consumerism? And you're too smart to be satisfied being another pottery barn puppet or Martha Stewart freak. Let go of your material desires. It's really quite freeing.
[Anonymous]
i'm going to vomit. dad brought home a 2006 lincoln aviator SUV. horrible gas mileage. same guy who ranted about conserving oil. ... i want to be in college NOW. walking, biking, fro-licking.