you held your camera like a bible

Feeling: torn
There are those moments in life where you search aimlessly for a song- looking for one in particular that describes exactly how you feel. Sometimes, you never find the song. More often than not, you find a song in which kind of resembles how you feel- and you listen to that one in hopes it will make you feel better with time. However, there are rare times where you find a song that does speak how you feel. That every line tells your story- there are no need for words, for the song sings about your feelings. That when you do find this song, you feel validated. Validated in the sense that someone, somewhere, knows how you feel. I think I found this song today. It's "Landlocked Blues" by Bright Eyes: If you walk away, I’ll walk away First tell me which road you will take I don’t want to risk our paths crossing some day So you walk that way, I’ll walk this way And the future hangs over our heads And it moves with each current event Until it falls all around like a cold steady rain Just stay in when it’s looking this way And the moon’s laying low in the sky Forcing everything metal to shine And the sidewalk holds diamonds like the jewelry store case They argue walk this way, no, walk this way And Laura’s asleep in my bed As I’m leaving she wakes up and says “I dreamed you were carried away on the crest of a wave Baby don’t go away, come here” And there’s kids playing guns in the street And ones pointing his tree branch at me So I put my hands up I say “enough is enough, If you walk away, I’ll walk away” And he shot me dead I found a liquid cure From my landlocked blues It’ll pass away like a slow parade It’s leaving but I don’t know how soon And the world’s got me dizzy again You think after 22 years I’d be used to the spin And it only feels worse when I stay in one place So I’m always pacing around or walking away I keep drinking the ink from my pen And I’m balancing history books up on my head But it all boils down to one quotable phrase If you love something, give it away A good woman will pick you apart A box full of suggestions for your possible heart But you may be offended and you may be afraid But don’t walk away, don’t walk away We made love on the living room floor With the noise in the background of a televised war And in the deafening pleasure I thought I heard someone say “If we walk away, they’ll walk away” But greed is a bottomless pit And our freedom’s a joke We’re just taking a piss And the whole world must watch the sad comic display If you’re still free start running away Cause we’re coming for you! I’ve grown tired of holding this pose I feel more like a stranger each time I come home So I’m making a deal with the devils of fame Saying “let me walk away, please” You’ll be free child once you have died From the shackles of language and measurable time And then we can trade places, play musical graves Till then walk away, walk away So I’m up at dawn Putting on my shoes I just want to make a clean escape I’m leaving but I don’t know where to I know I’m leaving but I don’t know where to
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When I went through bad times last year with this boy, that song was all I listened to for about five straight months. It matched us, perfectly. Especially the beginning stanza. Anyway, I just wanted to say hello, since you never respond to my Myspace comments.

♥J
fyi!!

Bright Eyes was featured in this month's issue of Acoustic Guitar Magazine
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