I've thought about something so much that I think I am going crazy now. I can't get it out of my head, even as much as I think it should leave- and it stays there every much as I want it to be there. Should it leave or should it stay? I haven't answered that question yet- I'm too busy thinking about it. I'm trying my hardest to let everything go for a couple of days, and just relax- but it isn't working at all. Does any of this have any meaning? Am I just reading too much into it? Why does that realm of life have to be so ambiguous? It would be much easier on myself right now if it wasn't. I just need to stop.