Thank you garo, I appreciate the advice. the only thing I'm kind of stuck on is that this "decision" (if you know what I mean) involves the minds and hearts of two people, not just myself...and I think that's the part that's stressing me out the most; is that I DON'T have control over that other person. And it kind of hurts when you can't even figure the other person out, you know? I know you do. You've always been good at being able to relate to
other people. me, at least. you always seem to be on the same page.
Yet, I find my mind wandering...and all I can wish for is that things work out for the best. I just need to figure out how to let go of things...I always feel the need to be the 'assertive' one because I fear [actually, I kind of know for a fact] that the person in question isn't going to get around to doing anything if I let things fall by the wayside.
I'm glad to hear [I'm assuming with good evidence] that you and Lizzie are doing well; it was nice to see you again today at school, and maybe I could even walk you to class sometime while I insult your intelligence. Sound like a date?
Yet, I find my mind wandering...and all I can wish for is that things work out for the best. I just need to figure out how to let go of things...I always feel the need to be the 'assertive' one because I fear [actually, I kind of know for a fact] that the person in question isn't going to get around to doing anything if I let things fall by the wayside.
but enough of me.