IM SOOO SCARED!!!! today i wanted to cut sooo bad but cory knew and followed me to my locker where we saw vicki. well i still went for my blades but cory and my babygirl wouldint let me cut. they tried to take them and i wouldnt give them my blades. so vicki said that if i loved her i would give them to her, so i did. i droped one and cory took it. then at the end of the day i found out that vicki was upset about somethin, i didnt see her and got scared. she is a cutter too, and now she has blades, she might do something. even if i cut, she would to cuz she said that if i do she will to try to get me to stop. i hope she doesnt do anything, i love her too much. then brandi told sam she cut again and has been cutting so sam is pissed. shes ganna start cutting if brandi keeps cutting, i dont want anyont to cut!!!!!!!!!!! they need to stop. i dont like my zoloft, it makes me dizzy and tired. cory saw me and vicki kiss, he loves it!!!!well thats about it.