WHY???? WHY????? WHY????? brandi why wont you talk to me. you say that no one is ever there for you but what about earlier, online? i WAS there but you wuoldnt let me help you, i was sooo sad cuz of that.i no your deprssed, so talk to me already, i can help, i swear!!!!! im am sooo worried about you, you need to talk this little demon out of you, i can help you with that, GIVE ME A CHANCE!!!!! i want to help you i hate seeing you this way!!!!! i love you toooo much to just sit back and not help. chris called me, i was like MEGA high on the phone. i was sooo happy cuz they put me on 50 mg of zoloft starting today, it was like WOW!!!! i spazzed out online and on the phone big time!!!!! it was great, it was like i used to be, HAPPY. i liked it. I MISS VICKI!!!!! i love her so much and cant wait to see her!!!!! only like 4 more days!!!!! wow i never knew 10 days without seein someone would hurt sooo much. i miss her!!!!! i love her!!!!!! thats bout it. plz if you read this brandi, plz comment!!!!!!