THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO KNOW: HOW MANY PPL HERE ARE CUTTERS? HOW OLD ARE YOU? HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN CUTTING? WHY DO YOU DO IT? DO YOU WANT TO STOP? DO YOU FEEL AS ALONE AS ME? WHATS THE LONGEST YOUVE GONE WITHOUT CUTTING? WHAT DO YOU DO TO KEEP YOURSELF FROM CUTTING? HOW DID YOU FIRST FIND OUT ABOUT CUTTING? WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST TIME LIKE? WHY DID YOU DO IT? DO YOU WISH YOU COULD TAKE IT BACK? DO PPL KNOW? DO PPL CALL YOU NAMES BECAUSE OF IT? ARE YOU ALWAYS IN PAIN? HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A MENTAL HOSPITAL? WHAT WAS IT LIKE? WHY WERE YOU THERE? HAVE YOU EVER TRY TO KILL YOURSELF? HOW MANY TIMES? HOW? WHY? DO YOU WANT TO KILL THE PAIN? CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF DEAD IN 5 YEARS? TEN? CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF DOIN THIS FOREVER? ARE YOU COVERED IN SCARS? DO YOU HATE YOUR SCARS? DO YOU WANT TO DIE? DO YOU LIKE THE PAIN? DO YOU LIKE THE BLOOD? DO YOU HATE YOURSELF? ARE YOU BELIMIC? ARE YOU ANOREXIC? DO YOU HAVE OTHER PROBLEMS? WHAT ARE THEY? DO YOUR FRIENDS DO IT TOO? DO HATE THEM FOR IT? DID THEY START CUZ YOU DO IT? CAN YOU HELP ME? DO YOU EVEN WANT TO? DO YOU EVEN WANT TO TELL ME? AS YOU MAY NO I AM A CUTTER. IM 14, IVE BEEN DOING IT FOR 2 YEARS.I DO IT TO KILL THE PAIN. I WANT TO STOP I GUESS. IVE TRIED TO KILL MYSELF 12 TIMES. I HATE MYSELF.I AM BULIMIC, AND ANOREXIC, AND I HAVE OCD, I WAS ABUSED AND RAPED AS A CHILD. I FIRST FOUND OUT ABOUT IT WHEN I MET THIS GIRL WHO DID IT. MY FIRST TIME WAS AFTER MY FIRST SUICIDE ATTEMPT. IT FELT GOOD. I WISH I COULD TAKE IT ALL BACK NOW.ALOT OF PPL KNOW THEY CALL ME PSYCHO, STUPID, AND LOTS OF OTHER PAINFUL NAMES. I HATE MY SCARS, I HATE MY BODY, I HATE ME.I LIKE THE PAIN, I LOVE THE BLOOD, I LOVE CUTTING. ITS A WEAKNESS OF MINE.THE LONGEST IV GONE WITHOUT IT WAS A MONTH. I WANT TO DIE.MY FRIENDS DO IT TOO, I HATE IT. THEY ALL STARTED CUZ OF ME. THEY ALL PRETTY MUCHED STOPPED TOO, CEPT BRANDI. PLZ I NEED ANSWRES, I NEED TO KNOW IM NOT ALONE, PLZ HELP ME. THANK YOU.