IM SORRY, and i REGRET to tell you all that i cut bad last night. i hit the vein ok? i was lucky i got the bleeding to stop. i felt sooo bad last night and numb and broken. i took my scissors and made these shallow cuts and then took my class mirror and broke it. i took the VERY sharp glas and cut the other cuts deeper. i have about 20 or 30 deep gashes in my leg. im not even lying, GASHES not cuts. then i got pissed and took the sharpest piece and kept stabbing my leg with it, you actually hear the glass rip through my flesh, it sounded like a little popping noise. thats when i hit the vien in like 3 or 4 places, it bleed all night. they stopped a little while ago and then i showered and tried to clean them the best i could. they are HORRIBLE, DEEP, PAINFUL GASHES. im sorry i did it. and im sorry to tell you im goin to tell mrs.jangle and go to a mental hospital. i need help, cuz if i keep doing this i WILL die, brandi is that what you want? i no you dont. so im gonna get alisha, you, sam, and hopefully barry, your gonna take me to mrs,j's office monday after i say goodbye to everyone (vicki) and then im gonna go away. if she still says i dont need it, i will go get my glass, i have it in my bag, and im gonna put a deep gash in my wrist right in front of her. i wanted to tell my mommy but she would be like you dont need a mental hospital or just wont believe how bad i am. but if mrs. jangle tells her i need to go to a mental hospital asap, shell listen. so im sorry, i will miss you all, but this is something I HAVE TO DO.GOODBYE.and plz brandi dont cut, if you go any deeper, youll DIE!!!! im sorry i broke my promise. plz comment and take away the pain, plz i beg you.