WHY DO I HURT????? i hurt sooo much. well vicki knows and forgave me so im happy, but im sooo empty inside and im sad. i miss racheal, everyhthing reminded me of her today.i swear i saw her today, walking in the hall and at the fire drill thing, god i miss her!!!!! i didnt go to mrs.jangles to get help, im sorry. i just dont feel ready for it. i did go and talked to her bout barry and everything and she made it worse. why does she always do that to me, make it worse? she just doesnt understand i geuss. well thats bout all i got to say for now, bye.