IM SORRY FOR YESTERDAY paige, barry, pokie, spaz, and everyone else. i over dosed on ibeprofen and paige made me throw it all up, it sucked. i wanted to die, i still do. jess(spaz) told me NEVER to do that again cuz i scared her, im sorry jess, i love you all for helping me out. nate damon likes me!!!! i like him sooooooo much!!!!!! brandi gave me a note telling me that her ans sam still want nothing to do with me. THEY HATE ME!!!! i hate them for hating me. i hate hateing them. they are or were my best friends. i cried reading their note. at least barry still loves me, i dont really like barry so much anymore. im not sure i want to be his friend. well thats life.