Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happend to the young mans heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And i'm staring down the barrel of a 45 Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a meassage to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high upon the shelf, left for you, no one else Theres a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happend tothe young mans heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And i'm staring down the barrel of a 45 Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Everyones pionting their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what i believe I believe And i'm staring down the barrel of a 45 Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45