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Listening to: nothin
Feeling: unlucky
Grr im in muh mood again i hate this feeling i also hate takin antibiotics for muh tooth i hate the way it feels goin down muh throat *gag* but right now i feel alone again like no one loves me and nobody cares. Maybe i just need someone here, Someone to hold muh hand in times of need. I feel like i dont have anybody like dat. I use to but she lives in Mansfeild now. and Sarah is like that but she lives kinda far away too and too tied up with ryan to really care bout me right now. And then there was Nanu Bear the most changin guy in the world i love him so much as a brother ya know but hes never there when i need him. Well i take that back he was yesterday when i was havin muh caffinee problem but its really rare that he worries about me cuz hes all tied up in Amanda and that kinda gets on muh nerves but i love amanda to death shes great. I just hate this. I think im mad at the world. I dont think im that important nemore I keep rememberin that thing "to the world u may be one person but to one person u may be the world." well if its true who is muh person? ~*Libby*~
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ugh. yea i tried to tell bryan that it was hurting me to know i was used and shit and he was just like 'u caused it'. and he was like 'dont u think im hurting too samantha' so i really cant talk to him about it which means i have no1 to talk to about it :( none of my friends understand what it feels like to be used. and trying to explain pain to someone is very difficult and even more painful as it is.
Dont worry libbs, I care about ya. You arent alone in the world, or in your insecurities.

-Steve_o
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if youd know that from the beginning on it wouldnt be such a great surprise and fullfilled wish when youll finally will meet that person ;)