*sigh* I had to drop out of tennis today.... I guess it was my choice... but it was more or less cuz kes... I have to keep an eye on her and make sure she doesn't do nething.... I guess thats kinda selfish... She is ... well depressed so I should have alot of sympathy right? *sigh* I don't know how this works... Am I suppose to make sure everything's fine with her before i do nething? Maybe I'm selfish.... Am I a hateful person? I dont know... I dont know nething nemore... I use to be so sure about thingz but now... *sigh* maybe i should just i dont know.... -Me