What do you do when your best friend cannot keep her hands off the guy you like? I HATE that. No matter what I do or how many times I tell her it bugs me she just keeps at it. I've given up on the guy I like now because of her. I just can not stand it. It's like she could get any guy in the world she wanted but she has to choose the one I like. I would never in a million years life or death hit on the guy she likes and she does not give me the same curtosy and it drives me crazy. I feel like the thought of hurting her is just devastating to me but when she knows she's hurting me she couldn't even give it another thought. It's really putting a strain on our friendship too. And I can't stand it!! I just want to disappear forever. And go somewhere where she isn't. And then maybe it'd be easier for me. And she even wonders why I have a low self-esteem it's b/c of her eagerness to shove me down beneath her to hurt me to JUST HIT ON EVERY FUCKING GUY I CARE ABOUT!! Look guys I'm sorry for this entry I'm just really upset -Me