I went and saw alyssa tonite... against my parents wishes. But what my parents dont know cant hurt em right? I found out alot of shit the person i was worried bout being pregnant isn't it was a false alarm. Alyssa had sex with a 23 yr old. And she loves him but doesn't think he feelz the same cuz he just wanted a one nite stand... so i odnt know how she's doin bout dat. Grammy knows she smokes now and buys her ciggiez. So she's got it there in that department i guess. Grammy is having open heart surgery this month she has a 50/50 chance of living... so thats kinda scary she looked so tiny tonite. Maybe it was just cuz i havent seen her lately... I hope thats it ~*Libby*~