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by lilme
Listening to: Bright Lights
Feeling: alone
This is weird... I'm alone again... Cept i guess I was alwayz alone... left without feeling. What is wrong with me? I need something... Maybe I just need someone to love. Or someone who loves me... I mean I got sarah and she loves me but it isn't enough. Got my heart broken 2 times in one year. I can't trust. I don't know how. I don't know how I get myself into these thingz. My parents don't trust me with guyz now b/c they think they are goin to try and get something from me. It's so irritating. I want out of my house. I want to go to New York City and get lost in the crowds. Maybe I can get everything saved up and leave when I'm 18. It's prob. just goin to be another wasted dream though. ~*Libby*~
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ahh hun **hugs**...i hope things get better for you! if u ever need to talk, just note me back..boys suck, trust me i know from experience...well have a freakin awesome new year

Krystal
awww, i hope you start feeling better. i know how it is feeling lonely and shit. *kisses* hit me up whenever on aim. my sn is PiNKCHERRiKiSS
[Anonymous]
Well...kid. I won't say i love you unti l i get to know you...I mean coem on, I totally understand what it feels liek to have your heart ripped outta your chest and stepped on. Think about it this way, your only 14, you still have like the rest of your life to live, You should focus on what you want really in life and then go and do it... really, fuck what everyone else thinks, do what you want and follow good advice. I guess that my spiel...late
[Anonymous]
awe that is so sad! and i feel the same way you do.. believe me.. i mean ppl say that im bubbly and always happy but i just got over a really really hard break up and i duno.. guys are such dicks to me. i need someone to treat me right but it's so hard for me to even WANT to trust again! it sucks so bad! the other night, i tried to end my life! im so happy i didn't though because If i would have, i would have regreted it so bad.. no girl/guy
[Anonymous]
hey! thanks man, things are better now :). wooot. jonny boy.
[Anonymous]