feeling dead more and more each day i wish this would go away... I cant seem to win. I hate feeling dead but nothing i do seems to "bring me to life". Sometimes i wish i could just have someone listen to me. I wish i wasnt the "rock" nemore. Everybody leanz on me and i have no one to lean on. I hate the feeling. I hate this world. I hate it all. I'm filled with too much hate. It wont leave me. I am alone and i seem to like it this way. People complicate thingz. I feel claustrophobic around alot of them. It makes me sick. ~*Libby*~