okay so i just finished talking to Cooper and ABiley about the troubles ive been haveing with Hayden and tehy've pritty much both said the same thing. and both pritty much said/agreed with everything i said. allthough i have to work tomarrow i just want to cry. i hate lies. i know Hayden has lied to my face, weather he knows it or not. he never liked me alot from the day i walked in the door of that school. i only know one person who has felt that way about a girl and you can bet my buttons taht that kind of thing is rare. i just hate the fact that he said that to me. and he makes me feel like a slut. i really wanna get this solved tonight. FUCK! and lies don't make things better. i just feel yucky. and like he dosn't really even like me. and we don't 'conect'. and you HAVE to some what in a relationship. and he won't talk to me. like if i go to him with a problem he won't do anything. i mean he won't carry it on he'll just say yes or no and promise me it. but all he ever does is promisse me pie-crust-promisses. easly made-easily broken. ahh well... i shall lie in my bed and think/weep. or id like to. but i cant cry. well good knight. *~Ashley~*