okay my dad had called me and ... wait... im goign to start at the begining. tomarrow is the Drum dance and im soo excited for it! you see Age asked me to be her date and i said yes because my boyfriend never asked me and well does it really matter who i go with cuz we'll be at the same place together. anyways so oh! and me and Age are going as Sid and Nancy (from teh Sex Pistols) so i was pritty excited about that but you know when you get those days and you sit there like a bump on a log and don't do much of anything in school all day? well thats kinda what i did. i didn't do any work. and quite frankly it won't make a differeance. because next week i have to stay everyday after school to catch up on my Computer work. so anywyas yes so that happend then i was pritty happy because of the Volleyball games (girls won i think) i know the guys won, so i loved it. then Hayden took my cell and wouldn't give it back even after i asked him a bazilion times. (one of my biggest pet-peives) so Age also invites her and a bunch of other peopel over to my place for a hot tub... (and tehy day started out okay... jeez...) so i said "sure. ya. whatever" so Corry and Tyler were saposed to come over but nevere did.... and tehy NEVER CALLED!!!! i hate it when i wait for people who don't bother telling you that they aren't showing up. so then on top of THAT!!>... my boyfriend ahd a few Emo trips and that made me very mad. he kept feelign sorry for him self anf bileve it or not foalks i can see that oiur relationship is going down teh drain. i really thihk that we would be better off friends. but what can you do? i think its just that Hayden HAS to grow up a little weather he likes it or not... and he dosn't understand taht in order of doing that he has to make an effort int he relationship. he never makes the first move, he barely ever makes the move to hold my hand, never really surprises me with anything... quite frankly i've lost the little-girl spark of imaginationa dn curiosity that i had before. he's just not oppen to things and teh whoel motch act has GOT to be stopped! anyways i have to go and do homework.... P.S. if anyone is calling my cell i put minutes on it so i have about 30 mins. if i miss a call i'll get back to you. Later Days! *~Ashley~* OH!!! i never told you all about my dad... well i thik he might have kinda lost it... and unfortunautly its not somethign im willing to talk about but Bailey if your reading this i need to get it out so yup your the lucky girl!