so tonight eveyone seems to be in a strange mood. i mean more so sad i sapose... anyways now i've dfinally gotten that way. ugh.

Derek is sitting beside me ready to crash... poor guy has so much on his mind and i really wish i could help although im sure im not the best company. Lainna too for that matter.

when i went to get pizza from LAnce today though he was a little pissy. he claimed it wasn't at me but at the situation but i don't know. he was very snappy wihtme antold me not to draghim into my shit. which hurt. i mean he s the one that asks.... anyways he wanted it so he got it. im not going to tell him as much. actually thats not true i'm sure i will. im just a little upset with everything tongiht. and the worse part is, it's so nice out. and i want to go out so bad. but no one wants to or they are sad or mad with someone. ugh. Lance went to Charlie's to smoke Sheesha and drink. I don't know why that upsets me a bit but it dose....

oh he just texted me. awww. cute.

anyways.... so im going to logg off now....

LAter Days!

*~Ashley~*