Sometime life forces us to make decisions that lead us on paths we aren't sure about. Sometimes it leaves us missing people we really shouldn't be. Sometimes you can find your self having all sorts of relationships with different people. Sometimes you can have yourself a Romeo and Juliette, a Love Me If You Dare(great movie by the way), a dirty little secret, a lost cause, a religous difference, an old soul, a young soul, a rich, poor, actress/actor, china doll, bad ass, rocker, nice guy, and even something that can never be... i'm sure there are more but these are the things that come to mind on some relationships that come about... But I think it's alright to have these relationships in life. They're yours. and no one can really get it except you and the people your with. I don't regret any of them, and I don't think i ever will. I won't apologize for anyone I have been with or still have something with.

Tonight i'm torn between a few of those people and one of them I regret is coming over to the house in an hour. At that point i'll be stoned solid on sleeping pills and NightQuil and will barley know him to be an illishion or something of flesh and blood. At this point I don't care.... now if you'll excuse me... I must go and see where the night takes me. Who knows? maybe he'll change is title into a knight in shining armour....

Later Days