Relentless Life.

Feeling: inpain
No pleading for forgiveness that will only bring disregard. Engraved too deep in your mind, the idea of impeccableness. You strive to maintain, what the heart doesn’t desire. Your sorrow nor your pain, shall not do any good now. Hatred will only bring you deeper, into the shadows of life. Instead of dwelling on the loss of Us, remember you brought it upon yourself. You found the Great Pain, you found Me. The life that I live, is meant too spent alone and lost. Lost for the reason, of finding myself in different ways. Forlorn, as they say, in my eyes, felicity. In the picture of perfection, that you weren’t in, neither was I. In the picture of perfection, that never existed. The grass is much deader on the other side. Made in a period of a fluster. Those who you involved. Those who have no view of what I see. The crack in your heart will heal. But always remember the speed of pain is much faster than the feeling of You.
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personally i felt that some of your comments illustrated that force. hence my act of defense
yo sup? U don't see anything in chasing a ball? well i don't really, but it keeps u fit. u know what i am saying?? i like to keep fit...how about you?? what do u do for fun?
The ocean makes me feel free. It's...something like magic. Thanks for commenting.

-BB
[Anonymous]
well ok
I am glad that we at least see eye to eye withthe defense of a loved on theory.
[Anonymous]
let's go, i'll smack you down like you're my bitch. or butch. whichever.
[Anonymous]
heey i see u must like MM alot...i like them too! oki well just stoping by to say 'Hi'
[Anonymous]
i know how pathetic i am. you dont have to tell me that. but i'm nothing to anyone. its sad really.
[Anonymous]
just thought id say hi :D
wha? all "johnnies" are sexy
johnny is a sexy name. i just think that you should know that.
kisses
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How is killing a weak action, I see nothing wrong in taking the life of another if you have a good enough reason to.
[Anonymous]
you seem like one of those people that tries to get a reaction out of people for attention.
[Anonymous]
well, where do you live? we can meet half way and duel with our meat.
[Anonymous]
"Chickens "rock" when they are not eaten and hunted for food."
There wasn't much food there, and what else was I to eat? Anyway, when were they "hunted"? They come from Farm factory.
http://www.peta.org/feat/meatrix/
[Anonymous]
thank you, i appreciate that
yeah, sorry but its about a show, and yah im very very excited. mmm sorry i made you feel that way, please forgive me, haha. well ill talk to you later. bye
personally i felt that some of your comments illustrated that force. hence my act of defense
you're an interesting character
Actually, I was agreeing with you. Perhaps you might want to go back and reread the first comment you left. Or maybe I just misunderstood from the beginning.

If so, my apologies.
[Anonymous]
its nature to be competitive.
when someone feels threatened its instinct to throw back with something. and often times it doesnt matter how long it goes for, just as long as you're the victor.

and why do you comment to so many people? dont you get tired of them talking back? is this an experiment youre conducting?
lol, u retarded fuck dont tell me to stay in skool, i am in skool, dont fuck wit me u sensitive mother fucka , seriously yo, people start shit these days..
[Anonymous]
thanks for your comment on my diary giving me your respect...right back at you....have a good one
you like me?
im finding that hard to grasp. was the whole purpose of posting that comment to spark a challenge?
No, I think you might be right. It has everything to do with a romance plant.
[Anonymous]
dont want to read it, then dont. im not holding a gun to your head.
i've come across many journals with shit i couldnt care less about and im sure the same can go for your entries too, but im not going to confront them and force them to write about more intelligible subjects or something that would spark my interest.
i dont know what your deal is, but maybe you should loosen up a bit about this whole situation.
in addition, just because i feel like posting random nonsense, it does not demean my intelligence. i have a life outside online journals, most of which does not get written about and what does get written is out of goofyness. i dont believe i should be expected to behave so mature all the time. i like to be laid back and relax from time to time.
furthermore, why does it matter if i write about mindless nonsense in my online diary? if you ---
well excuse me. but you make it seem like i went out and attacked you. i was only replying to a comment you left (which seemed rude). it was never meant to be a direct insult.
just so youre informed, i call everyone kid, it is in no way implying that you are a sophomoric individual. however, i understand why you would believe otherwise, but realize its my choice of diction and may at times carry definitions.
i really dont fucking care about all my spelling errors i am pissed off and im venting on my diary and your not helping "johnny" FUCK
Whoa. Too lazy? If you'd be kind enough to see my other entries where everything is going well, you'll see that this is just one moment of turbulence in my life. I'm trying to mean no offence, but you don't really know me and what you've told me isn't a new idea to me. Thanks for trying though.
Kewlayde.
10 minutes?
took you quite a while, kid.