Today

Hello all!! Well today has been rather interesting. For starters, I woke up late and had to finish homework only to find out that my sister needed help getting dressed b/c today was picture day. Ran out of the house late and was thankful I didn’t get into an accident or that lovely hunk of metal we call a car didn’t completely die. Wow. (hope the bug gets fixed soon.) Well, while school itself was not so bad, badminton made up for that lacking I guess. The singles went ok. She won the 1st match 11-9, I won the second 11-4, and then we had to play a third game. I ended up winning 13-11. Wow. Close close. Probably the hardest game I have played all year/season. When it was done I was about to cry….actually, come to think of it, I did. But it was hard to notice b/c I was shaking so bad. Oh my word. Usually my hands shake after I play sports but this time it was my WHOLE body. It was soo weird. Kinda scary even. (the brighter side of the story is that I was the only one to win my singles match out of both our varsity and JV teams) Then to go to a friends house to do a project together. Ended up using her computer and talked to a person and got in a fight with him. Now at this moment it is not resolved and it is bothering me!! I hate being on bad terms with people. I have had fights condensed in my childhood years and don’t need to deal with others like them again now. I don’t know when or how this topic will come up later but I really think it needs to be settled. I love you!! On a brighter note, HC is just around the corner. Still too shy to ask anyone to go with me but that’s ok. Worst comes to worst, well…. worst comes to worst I will not go. I would, of course, rather go and see all my friends tho. Would kinda be sad not to go to my senior HC. Oh well. I guess I will have to deal with that later. (of course, saying dealing with it later and putting it on the back burner are all the same thing. Dealing with it is just not dealing with it at all. Does that make sense?) Oh well. “dealing” with that later. So to conclude a no good day I am typing this letter in order to prompt confrontation to solve some of the things listed above. Will write back later when things are going more sunny. :) Audra* (P.S. If the person mentioned above doesn’t confront me to deal with this problem, then I’m going to be even more pissed off when I see him next) Something to ponder: “Wouldn’t life be perfect if...sweatpants were sexy, Monday mornings were fun, junk food didn’t make you fat, friends didn’t cause drama, the opposite sex wasn’t confusing, nothing was regrettable and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?”
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