...reaching for something that wasn't there in the first pl

Feeling: misunderstood
...I live for that single moment... I am absolutely sick and tired of almost everyone in my life.... Amanda Erin and Maria~ my other halves (not possible haha)...I don’t think I would be able to stick Marian out without you girls…I’m so scared that when we graduate that somehow we are going to lose touch and I don’t think I could honestly handle that…you mean more to me than any guy ever would and I know that no matter what, you guys will be there for me. Even though Erin puts us all down and sometimes makes us feel like shit, she is still there 100%…Amanda will always be my car buddy and vent partner…Maria, the most ditzy for sure…always knows what is right for all of us…I will miss you so much when we graduate…I love you girls Christine, you also deserve a spot in here…you are absolutely great and we are the same person sometimes…thank you so much for always being there for me to vent to and you should know that I’m always here for you…even if you think you have no other friends, I want you to know that you will always have me, no matter how insignificant I may be…thank you for being so awesome…I love ya .:. and these girls…they’re all that matter to me.:. I get to see Mike tomorrow and that makes me so freaking excited you have no idea...just my luck he wont talk to me or won't even show up, then I will have to commit suicide because if I don't see someone that I can fall in love with all over again, I'm going to die..... I hate it when people are 2-faced and they don't even have the audacity to hide it....I also hate when people act like they are 2 freaking years old...grow the fuck up... r0cking out, ~jean m/
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