Everything changed. In the past week or whatever, my whole life---no, the people in my life--have done a total 180. I’m astounded. Everything is just…..different. People like different things, different people. I feel like life just went on and no one waited for me. I know that sounds a little self-absorbed or whatever, but it kinda made me feel sad. It’s like because I wasn’t there, everyone just did the same thing, they just replaced me. Oh, Jean isn’t here, that’s ok….you’ll do as her replacement. It pisses me off to a certain extent. But I guess that’s the way people work, and it gives me more reason to just stick out the rest of this year and then graduate and leave these people behind and start a new life. I was really upset about leaving my friends, and I still am, but even they disappointed me while I was gone…..oh well, life sucks and then you die. The Jets lost today which means no Super Bowl for them….crap. where do bad folks go when they die? they don't go to Heaven where the angels fly they go to a lake of fire and fry won't see them again til the 4th of july |nirvana|